My doctor sprung a prostate exam on me today. When I woke up this morning, having a finger up my business was most definitely not on my to-do list…
GentleSpirit asked me to read something she wrote this morning. I did so while she looked at me intently. Once I was done, she asked what I thought. My response: “You fucking made me cry.”
It is such a warm and inviting place, that dark space deep within the sadist’s soul, and I am sometimes fearful of letting go lest I will lose myself in there and never again emerge.
My Love, I am not good at all with the spoken word. The language of my heart comes only through my writing so I write you this in hopes to express to you the meaning you have in my life. When I met you, I had no idea that you were to be the […]
I couldn’t have been more content last night drifting off to sleep, thoroughly enjoying the warm burning in my nipples and the throbbing from the welts on my ass. What a day we had. I arranged for an overnight surprise for Dreamwalker. I asked him to pack the new whips and a fresh pair of […]
Dreamwalker asked me the other day when I asked him how much he loved me….How can I quantify love? It got me to thinking what is love really, how do you explain it in words? He was so right. There is no way to express love in words. Love is so many things and he […]
Lust is such a wicked master. I am your submissive, but tonight I am a slave to my own lust. My lust for you. Your scent, your sweat, your growl in my ear puts this bitch right into heat so much it hurts. I want to scream and pull my hair out, dig my nails […]
I was thinking today about death. I thought…..What would I do if I found out I was dying? I got carried away with this thought and found myself paralyzed with fear. Not the fear of death itself, but the fear that I would have to say goodbye to you and to J. I wondered would […]
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In her dark heart sh...: From a sub’s perspective it can be interesting to see what goes through the dom’s mind as they work their magic.
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My girl, GentleSpirit
