This is in response to SubGirl’s story Swabbing the deck — tied by the Captain.
Achieving an erection feels so good. You go from one state to another. When that last heartbeat fills the last bit of elasticity, when it goes from being just hard to rock-hard, a sense of purpose falls over you.
There is a shift in your mind and in your body that opens up the floodgates to something primal in you. Your mind focuses, decisions become easier because you are unencumbered by trivialities, and you settle into a primal, organic, natural role.
A role that is written into your very being, that comes so naturally and easily and feels so freeing. When that last heartbeat fills your shaft to bursting, you think, “this is me. I am meant to be this.”
And if you are lucky enough to be presented with a female to receive that erection, there is a sense of completion, of destiny, of coming home, as you sink into her. When that erection disappears into her, a sense of calm, of fulfillment, or renewed purpose descends on you.
Developing and achieving a hold of your submissive feels in so many ways like achieving an erection. The deeper she slips into submission, the more she opens to you, the more of her will is peeled away and replaced with yours, the stronger your sense of purpose, of destiny, of entitlement and fulfillment.
When the defiance in her eyes is washed away and she wordlessly nods to your demand, it is like feeling her lips part and open for you, to invite you in, and to welcome you home.


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An argument exists that it was for the biological survival of our species that man feels that moment of greatest hardness, erection as the pinnacle of what he was meant to be. Dominance, procreation, conquering hero all in one. Yet, as our survival is not now based on propagation … there exists a need, a gap, a hole in mankind where those primal roles are defined again, important again.
Where he is fulfilled in taking, and she in giving. Where the exchange again becomes a more-than-biologically mandated necessity, a fulfillment of purpose. No wonder it feels like coming home, for it is coming home to what we were meant to be.
That our brains have evolved to fetishize it, to enhance the glory…to take this exchange even further from the mundane…therein lies the proof of God.