“I’ve had quite a bit of alcohol tonight, so I don’t think I can come,” I mumbled while weaving my fingers into her long, thick, black hair.
“That’s okay,” she responded, “I just love the feel of you in my mouth. I really want to taste you.”
The room was pitch-black but I could hear the smile in her voice. I have come to associate that inflection in her voice with a shy smile and a twinkle in those green eyes. She really wanted me in her mouth.
We had stumbled to bed at her place after visiting with friends and finishing a few bottles of unfamiliar but quite tasty Cabernet Sauvignon. I was sleepy from the alcohol but I’ll be darned if I turn down cock worship so graciously offered.
I simply didn’t want her to feel disappointed if I didn’t come, so with my alcohol-related disclaimer in place, I pulled her face to mine by her hair and said, “Alright, but no pressure,” and kissed her in the darkness.
“No pressure,” she echoed and scooted down while flinging the comforter off me and made herself comfortable over my limp cock.
A few, tentative licks as a greeting, and then I was engulfed in gentle, heavenly softness, as if whispering, Come in. Deeper. Just let go. Relax and enjoy yourself.
No pressure.
No pressure, indeed. Even the sloppiest cunt will offer at least token resistance, and when I take her ass with no lubrication there is quite a bit of resistance, but her mouth offers no resistance whatsoever. There is nothing to do, nothing to accomplish; there is just this instant sensation of being engulfed, cradled. It is such a loving, inviting, intimate, nurturing feeling being lost inside her.
I love her mouth. Truly and completely. I remember that, in the beginning of our relationship, it felt like sticking my dick into a spool of barbed wire. Those teeth were everywhere. I remember thinking, Goodness gracious, the first time her teeth made my dick burn.
Ed’s note: “goodness gracious” is in this case employed as what’s called “a euphemism” and was not the actual phrase that went through my head.
I would hiss, “Teeth! Watch the teeth!” to her and she’d blush prettily. Not that I made the job easy for her. I remember one time early on when I was in her mouth and I was spanking her at the same time. Those little razor-sharp teeth would chomp down on me with my blows and I would grit out through my teeth, “Continue.”
Heh, she actually mentioned it in passing here, not realizing that the coldness in my voice was in part due to my own suffering for my art:
…whimpering around your cock as I tried to wiggle away from the sting of your hand crashing down on my ass one after the other. You grabbing me around the waist and forcing me to accept each blow as you coldly ordered, “CONTINUE.”
And as time went by, I would give her some hints in the interest of self-preservation and the longevity of my appendage and—I’ll be darned—that girl learns quickly.
Incredibly quickly.
One evening a month later she took me in her mouth and brought me to release. And I don’t know which one of us was more surprised. Long before I met her I had resigned myself to being an almost impossible nut to crack when it came to coming through oral stimulation.
But she did it again the next morning, showing that it wasn’t just a fluke. And she would show it again and again and again in the days and weeks to come.
That day, the girl with the smiling green eyes walked around with my seed on her breath, smug like the cat that had swallowed the proverbial canary. The Cheshire cat had nothing on her that day.
Anyway. Back to last night.
“Good girl,” I heard myself mumbling as I felt her throat opening up to take me in all the way. My hand found her head and petted her silky hair while her tongue danced around my cock deep inside her. My hand on her head made her sink down the last fraction of an inch.
I could feel her lips tense around me in a way that I have come to associate with her smiling and, pulling back bit to breathe for a few seconds, she cooed back, gently vibrating my sensitive glans and making me involuntarily push back in.
I breathed a sigh of relief, grasped her neck and pushed the girl down and held her down, nose and lips mashed to my crotch. Relaxing completely and offering no resistance, she took everything I had to give her into herself.
And I poured my entire being into my girl’s soft, inviting warmth.
Where there’s no pressure.
Where I belong.


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Goodness gracious Dreamwalker, I really must say thank you for the Pamela Anderson reference. That is what you meant isn’t it when you said Barbed Wire?
Uh… yeah, that’s exactly it! I’m so happy that you understood what I meant, honey.
(Phew!)
I think about being “cocooned” and you thought here about being “cradled”. And, that says to me that the needs of the submissive and dominant are more aligned than one might think. You finished by saying “where I belong” and a sense of belonging is what is craved, I think, be it top or bottom.
I wonder if you noticed that you when you spoke more generally it was more prose and when you spoke of last evening, it was more like a poem (more dreamy, perhaps), making your most recent experience even more profound, I think.
Gosh, but I do enjoy your writings!
Hmmm… it was interesting to note that the lyrical component of my prose changed like that. I didn’t even notice that, but you are correct, dear Vesta. Of course, it’s hard not to wax poetic over that mischievous little tongue of GentleSpirit’s.
She’ll just park herself there and make magic. I have no idea what she does, actually; she says that I taught her how to be a good little cocksucker but I never taught her that!
The best part, though, is that I can tell that she really enjoys it for herself. Of everything sexy that she does, her enjoying herself like that is one of the sexiest.
Yes, you are entirely correct; we all want to belong and we all want to be held, be it top or bottom, male or female. And GentleSpirit cradles me and envelops me in her soft arms, in her warm body, and in her big heart completely.
She is a magical creature. She is my unicorn.